{"id":7445,"date":"2019-08-29T04:45:00","date_gmt":"2019-08-29T08:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.fadingstar.mx\/?p=7445"},"modified":"2024-01-15T18:46:08","modified_gmt":"2024-01-15T18:46:08","slug":"i-sought-him-but-i-found-him-not-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/2019\/08\/29\/i-sought-him-but-i-found-him-not-3\/","title":{"rendered":"I sought him, but I found him not"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>On my bed by night I swiped through profiles and sought him whom my soul loves; I sought him, but found him not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I will rise now and go about the city, in the streets and in the squares; I will seek him who my soul loves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I sought him, but found him not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The Leathermen found me as I went about the city:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cHave you seen him who my soul loves?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One of them asked if I\u2019m into father\/son role play: He paddled and flogged me and I reported him to child protective services.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I said to him: \u201cI never liked my father.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I sought him, but I found him not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I created an account on Recon: They immediately banned me for saying that my fetish was \u201cmonogamy.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I sought him, but I found him not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I traveled to Europe in search of self destruction and romance: I was offered something called Meow Meow in Belgium and then I woke up without any clothes on in Portugal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I sought him, but I found him not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My date from Grindr stole my wallet, car keys, and a wireless keyboard: He wasn\u2019t even cute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I sought him, but I found him not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O, daughters of Scruff, I adjure you: by the incels and the hoes playing the field, that you not stir up or awaken love until it pleases.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On my bed by night I swiped through profiles and sought him whom my soul loves; I sought him, but found him not. I will rise now and go about the city, in the streets and in the squares; I will seek him who my soul loves. I sought him, but found him not. The [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7445"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7445"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7445\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14349,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7445\/revisions\/14349"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7445"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7445"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7445"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}