{"id":7512,"date":"2020-03-18T05:15:00","date_gmt":"2020-03-18T09:15:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.fadingstar.mx\/?p=7512"},"modified":"2024-01-15T19:03:39","modified_gmt":"2024-01-15T19:03:39","slug":"flashback-i-call-you-murderers-an-open-letter-to-an-incompetent-idiot-dr-anthony-fauci-village-voice-5-31-1988","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/v4.fadingstar.mx\/2020\/03\/18\/flashback-i-call-you-murderers-an-open-letter-to-an-incompetent-idiot-dr-anthony-fauci-village-voice-5-31-1988\/","title":{"rendered":"Flashback: I Call You Murderers, An Open Letter to an Incompetent Idiot, Dr Anthony Fauci , Village Voice 5\/31\/1988"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

I Call You Murderers, An Open Letter to an Incompetent Idiot, Dr Anthony Fauci<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Reprinted from the Village Voice May 31,1988.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I have been screaming at the National Institutes of Health since I first visited your Animal House of Horrors in 1984. I called you monsters then and I called you idiots in my play, The Normal Heart, and now I call you murderers.<\/em>
You are responsible for supervising all government-funded AIDS treatment research programs. In the name of right, you make decisions that cost the lives of others. I call that murder.<\/em>
At hearings on April 29 before Representative Ted Weiss and his House Subcommittee on Human Resources, after almost eight years of the worst epidemic in modem history perhaps to be the worst in all history, you were pummeled into admitting publicly what some of us have been claiming since you took over three years ago.<\/em>
You admitted that you are an incompetent idiot.<\/em>
Over the past four years, $374 million has been allocated for AIDS treatment research. You were in charge of spending much of that money.<\/em>
It doesnt take a genius to set up a nationwide network of testing sites, commence a small number of moderately sized treatment efficacy tests on a population desperate to participate in them, import any and all interesting drugs (now numbering approximately 110) from around the world for inclusion in these tests at these sites, and swiftly get into circulation anything that remotely passes muster. Yet, after three years, you have established only a system of waste, chaos, and uselessness.<\/em>
It doesn\u2019t take a genius to announce that you have elected to personally supervise the study of a broad range of new drugs. Yet, two years later, you are forced to admit you\u2019ve barely begun. It doesn\u2019t take a genius to request, as you did, 126 new staff persons, receive only 11, and then keep your mouth shut about it.<\/em>
It takes an incompetent idiot.<\/em>
To quote Representative Henry Waxman at the above hearings: Dr. Fauci, your own drug selection committee has named 24 drugs as high priority for development and trials. As best as I can tell, 11 of these 24 are not in trials yet. Six of these drugs have been waiting for six months to more than a year. Why the delays? I understand the need to do what you call setting priorities but it appears even with your own scientists\u2019 choices the trials are not going on.<\/em>
Your defense? There are just confounding delays that no one can help\u2026we are responsible as investigators to make sure that in our zeal to go quickly, that we do the clinical study correctly, that it\u2019s planned correctly and executed correctly, rather than just having the drag distributed.<\/em>
Now you come bawling to Congress that you don\u2019t have enough staff, office space, lab space, secretaries, computer operators, lab technicians, file clerks, janitors, toilet paper; and that\u2019s why the drugs arent being tested and the network of treatment centers isnt working and the drug protocols aren\u2019t in place. You expect us to buy this bullshit and feel sorry for you. You fucking son of a bitch of a dumb idiot, you have had $374 million and you expect us to buy this garbage bag of excuses!<\/em>
The gay community has been on your ass for three years. For 36 agonizing months, you refused to go public with what was happening (correction: not happening), and because you wouldn\u2019t speak up until you were asked pointedly by a congressional committee, we lie down and die and our bodies pile up higher and higher in hospitals and homes and hospices and streets and doorways.<\/em>
Meanwhile, drugs we have been begging that you test remain untested. The list of promising untested drugs is now so endless and the pipeline so clogged with NIH and FDA bureaucratic lies that there is no Roto-Rooter service in All God\u2019s Christendom that will ever muck it out.<\/em>
You whine to Congress that you are short of staff. You don\u2019t need staff to set up hospital treatment centers around the country. The hospitals are already there. They hire their own staff. They only need money. You have money. You have $374 million fucking dollars, for Christ\u2019s sake.<\/em>
The gay community has, for five years, told the NIH which drugs to test because we know and hear first what is working on some of us somewhere. You couldn\u2019t cares less about what we say. You won\u2019t answer our phone calls or letters, or listen to anyone in our stricken community. What tragic pomposity!<\/em>
The gay community has consistently warned that unless you move quickly your studies will be worthless because we re already taking drugs into our bodies that we desperately locate all over the world (who can wait for you?!!!), and all your scientific protocols are stupidly based on utilizing guinea-pig bodies that are clean. You wouldn\u2019t listen, and now you wonder why so few sign up for your meager assortment of scientific protocols that make such rigid demands for purity that no one can fulfill them, unless they lie. And why should those who can obtain the drugs themselves take the chance of receiving a placebo in one of your scientific studies?<\/em>
How many years ago did we tell you about aerosol pentamidine, Tony? This stuff saves lives. And we discovered it ourselves. We came to you, bearing this great news on a silver platter, begging you: can we get it officially tested; can we get it approved so insurance companies and Medicaid will pay for it (as well as other drugs we beg you to test) as a routine treatment, and our patients going broke paying for medicine can get it cheaper? You monster.<\/em>
Assume that you have AIDS, and that you\u2019ve had pneumonia once, Representative Nancy Pelosi said. You know that aerosolized pentamidine was evaluated by NIH as highly promising\u2026You know as of today that the delays in NIH trials\u2026may not be solved this year.. .Would you wait for [an NIH] study?<\/em>
You replied: I probably would go with what would be available to me, be it available in the street or what have you. We tell you what the good drugs are, you don\u2019t test them, then you tell us to get them on the streets. You continue to pass down word from On High that you dont like this drug or that drug when you havent even tested them. There are more AIDS victims dead because you didn\u2019t test drugs on them than because you did.<\/em>
You\u2019ve yet to test imuthiol, AS 101, dextran sulfate, DHEA, Imreg-1, Erythropoietin all drugs Gay Men\u2019s Health Crisis considers top priority. You do like AZT, which consumes 80 per cent of your studies, even though Dr. Barry Gingell, GMHC\u2019s medical director, now describes AZT as a cumulative poison\u2026foisted on the public. Soon there will be more AIDS patients dead because you did test drugs on them the wrong drugs.<\/em>
ACT UP was formed over a year ago to get experimental drugs into the bodies of patients. For one year ACT UP has tried every kind of protest known to man (short of putting bombs in your toilet or flames up your institute) to get some movement in this area. One year later, ACT UP is still screaming for the same drugs they begged and implored you and youi world to release. One year of screaming, protesting, crying, cajoling, lobbying, threatening, imprecating,<\/em>
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marching, testifying, hoping, wishing, praying has brought nothing. You don\u2019t listen. No one listens. No one has ears. Or hearts.<\/em>
Whose ass are you covering for, Tony? (Besides your own). Is it the head of your Animal House, the invisible Dr. James Wyngaarden, director of the National Institute of Health (and may a Democratic president get him out of office fast)? Is it Dr. Vincent De-Vita, head of the National Cancer Institute, another invisible murderer who lets you be his fall guy? Or Dr. Otis Bowen, secretary of the Department of Health and Human Services, no doubt the biggest murderer on the list; Shultz and Weinberger would never take such constricting shit from the Office of Management and Budget. All the doctors have continuously told the world that All Is Being Done That Can Be Done. Now you admit that isn\u2019t so.<\/em>
WHY DID YOU KEEP QUIET FOR SO LONG?! I don\u2019t know (though it wouldn\u2019t surprise me) if you kept quiet intentionally. I don\u2019t know (though it wouldn\u2019t surprise me) if you were ordered to keep quiet by Higher Ups Somewhere. You are a good lieutenant, like Adolph Eichmann.<\/em>
I do know that anyone who knows what you have known for three years that, to quote Ted Weiss dimension of the shortfall is such that you can\u2019t possibly meet our needs,\u201d and, to quote the New York Times and their grossly incompetent AIDS reporter, Philip Boffey (whose articles read like recycled NIH releases): \u201cOfficials Blame Shortage of Staff for Delay in Testing AIDS Drugs\u201d I repeat, anyone who has known all this and denied it for the past three years is a murderer, not dissimilar to the \u201cgood Germans\u201d who claimed they didn\u2019t know what was happening.<\/em>
With each day I realize a little more that the gay community has lost the battle. And that we haven\u2019t begun to experience the horrors that still await us horrors even worse than you now embryonic ally signify. We have lost. No one important enough has ears. Or hearts.<\/em>
You care, I\u2019m told (although I no longer believe it). I\u2019ve even heard you called a saint. You are in essence a scientist who\u2019s expected to be Lee Iacocca. But saints, miracle workers, good administrators, brilliant scientists have imaginations vivid enough to know how to spend $374 million in a dire emergency. You have no imagination. You are banal (a word used so accurately to describe Eichmann).<\/em>
Do I want you to leave? (Yes.) Could you\u2019re replacement possibly be more pea-brained than you? (Yes, it is possible.) Will this raving do any good at all? Will it make Congress shape you up? Will it make my own communities bureaucratically mired \u2018AIDS organizations finally ask the right questions? (Judy Peabody of GNHC please take note.) Will Dr. Mathilde Krim ever as she indicated she would get the American Foundation for AIDS Research to fund the desperately needed and desperately needy Community Research Initiative, which is valiantly attempting to do what you should be doing, so tired we are of waiting for you to do it? (Leonard Bernstein and Harry Kraut please take note.)<\/em>
I have no answers to most of these questions. You may (God help us all) be the best that will be given us. You may, like John Ehrlichman, once accused, seek redemption and forgiveness by rethinking, retooling, and, like Avis, trying harder. Even more miraculous, those Supreme Murderers in the White House might tomorrow acknowledge that families simply everywhere have gay sons and daughters.<\/em>
But I fear these are only pipe dreams and you\u2019ll continue to carry on with your spare equipment. The cries of genocide from this Cassandra will continue to remain unheard. And my noble but enfeebled community of the weak, and dying, and the dead will continue to grow and grow until we are diminished.<\/em>
Larry Kramer<\/em>
New York City<\/em>
May 31, 1988<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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