I stayed up all night as the black sky had brightened
No reason to sleep, there was nothing worth waking for
The look on my face half serene and half frightened
No reason to dream there was nothing worth dreaming for
I took life in stride and said I’d never give in
For ever failure dealt me I laid down a win
But this day I realized there was no end in sight
I would live alone, die alone, sleep alone at night
All life was about was some sick god’s game
The end game was sorrow, loss and pain
Just when things get better it’s fucked again
It’s really no wonder I’m all fucked in the brain.